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i am rapture coder
"The smell of dusty fur, sweet smoke, waiting and patience, a thing that time cannot kill. The moth that candles won't burn."
i am rapture coder
"The smell of dusty fur, sweet smoke, waiting and patience, a thing that time cannot kill. The moth that candles won't burn."
Duiran - See above ^ ... also for not making things weird coming "back to the light". Way surprised, and really happy.
@Cole - You. Just. Rock. Always love the RP with you. That is all.
Endless love to @Killien for always supporting his sister, for being a bangin' RPer (if you haven't RPed with him you're missing out), and for always being a friend.
Also love the admins! You all do an awesome job, RPed roles and purely admin roles alike - yay for @Oleis. @Omei I love that you're so unpredictable! Never know what's going to happen with you.
Realdog emote: You consider the merits of getting a dog. Do you need a dog? You might need a dog.
I miss my dogs.
I went to my psychiatrist apt today. I'm getting upset in talking to him because I feel like a failure, I'm overwhelmed, blah blah blah and he asks, "What's the worst that can happen? You can't die from panic attacks." My panic attacks consist of me hysterically crying and thrashing, btw. So I go, "I'll start screaming and crying in the middle of class."
He almost instantly replies, "So what? It's a University; they'll think you're one of the Hari Krishnas."
I don't even know how to deal with this statement. At the time I was laughing and sobbing at the same time, I have never had so mixed emotions at once. What in the world is my life?
I guess I'll turn around here and try to make it a little bit of a love. He basically convinced me to give school another try instead of giving up and going home. The logical reason is not YEAH ARBRE YOU CAN DO IT YOU'RE SUPER, but if I go home and calm down and we get my emotions settled, I'll try school again and it'll just be a repeat of this time ANYWAYS. If I stay in school, I'm at the hardest and worst, so he has exactly what needs to be worked with, and if he can solve me there, then I'll be great. Or something like that. Either way, assuming all the pieces fall into place (I'm not entirely certain on the school's policy on various things that are imperative to me attending), I guess I'll join the Hari Krishnas and try again in the Summer. Woo.
Here's a video of my cat to make it a real love.
"The smell of dusty fur, sweet smoke, waiting and patience, a thing that time cannot kill. The moth that candles won't burn."
Oleisbian 4 lyfe, yo.
Also, I love this recent habit I've built of randomly grabbing people to RP with while I work on org stuff. Makes me very happy.
the way she tells me I'm hers and she is mine
open hand or closed fist would be fine
blood as rare and sweet as cherry wine
"The smell of dusty fur, sweet smoke, waiting and patience, a thing that time cannot kill. The moth that candles won't burn."
"The smell of dusty fur, sweet smoke, waiting and patience, a thing that time cannot kill. The moth that candles won't burn."
I have a new appreciation for absolutely lucking out when it comes to my current living situation. Quiet st. Parking. Washer and dryer. WASHER AND DRYER AND CLOSET SPACE. Deserves fucking big letters.
Go see my rage post I'm typing up to see why.