I'm mad that my two of my closest friends screwed me over.
And I'm hurt, and bitter, and disappointed.
I'm stressed and mad because I hate public speaking and I hate being behind in my schoolwork -because- I took on more hours at work to prepare for my eventual move at the end of April, only for that to be canceled entirely today, because of said friends screwing me over.
I'm mad because I feel neglected by the seeming that my partner is becoming less and less involved in my life, less and less concerned about what is happening and just in general, wanting to be a part of it.
and I'm sad. But more than anything right now, I'm done.
I'm not getting internet at home until at least next Wednesday.
I also accidentally gave Amazon the wrong address to ship my sister's and Dad's birthday presents to. I thought the post office would just forward it, so didn't worry, but then I didn't realize they'd use UPS, so when they didn't see me there, they shipped the stuff back to Amazon. ;_; had to show up empty-handed. I also got home for the birthday dinner 2 hrs late because I was running around Auburn and Yarmouth trying to find the presents after work.
"Little pig, little pig, let me in, let me in. You look tasty and smell like bacon." *LICKLICKLICK*
Getting a phone call about my grandmother, who has been in the hospital for over a week that ended with an explanation of what's in her living will.
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DaskalosCredit Whore ExtraordinareRolling amongst piles of credits.
I'm sorry I can't like your post, but... well, that sucks.
Message #17059 Sent By: Oleis Received On: 1/03/2014/17:24 "If it makes you feel better, just checking your artifact list threatens to crash my mudlet."
Get to go back to work tonight because a co worker is sick, on top of that because she is sick, I get to cover her shift tomorrow as well, on top of my own. Hello open to close tomorrow. No fun for me tongiht.
I had the Depo-Provera shot (birth control). I had many terrible side effects and ended up not having my cycles regularly at all (since May.) I have my 6 month checkup, tell my doctor all this, explain that, despite the terrible cramping I get with the Seasonale, I prefer that one, so she gives me Provera to start everything going again before prescribing birth control once more.
Notice how similar Provera and DEPO Provera are?
They are pretty much the same fucking thing and now I have a near constant charlie-horse feeling starting above my left hip and shooting outward. I am basically a fucking mess from my belly button down. So much pain. So much. Just want the pain to stop.
I hate how I got an email from Lusternia and Mide-whateverthenameis- about the 'HAPPYBIRTHDAY' thing and none for Aetolia. I don't even play the other two anymore!
Another rage, I hate how I have to work on my birthday when I just sat at home for a bloody week with no work. How is that at all fair?
'Those that do not attempt are those with the least stories to tell.'
I hate how I got an email from Lusternia and Mide-whateverthenameis- about the 'HAPPYBIRTHDAY' thing and none for Aetolia. I don't even play the other two anymore!
Another rage, I hate how I have to work on my birthday when I just sat at home for a bloody week with no work. How is that at all fair?
I thought it was weird that I got e-mails from Lusternia and Midkemia too. I played each of them for a few days and went back to Aetolia. But did I get a birthday e-mail from Aetolia? Nope!
My body's inability to maintain a fetus. Losing pregnancy #2 like...the week I realized I was pregnant.
The friend of mine who got pregnant the same time as me before the last miscarriage posting pictures of her adorable 5 month old son. Who would be the same age as mine if I had not lost the pregnancy.
The fact that having three female teenagers and all their assorted drama and insanity is not enough to overwhelm the biological clock tick-tick-ticking in my ear.
I'm so tired and exhausted after work, everyday. I just wish I could be healthier and less.. awful.
We're in the same boat. I have a 1.25 hour commute each way to one hospital, and I just started at another that's a little closer, but I'm working so many hours that I feel really stressed out. I have almost no time to do anything outside of work. The commute to the new hospital is nice, because it's <5 miles compared to 45 miles, but I also have to move soon. Hopefully the place I'm going to see tomorrow is nice and I'll like it. It will be closer to the hospital I like working at and not too far from the second one in case I decide to stay there.
My computer is i for repairs, so I might not be around all that much the coming 2-14 days (depending on how bad things are). Just thought I'd let everyone know, in case someone wonders where the muffins went.
My computer is i for repairs, so I might not be around all that much the coming 2-14 days (depending on how bad things are). Just thought I'd let everyone know, in case someone wonders where the muffins went.
What nooo! We need our muffins and the Sessi that goes with them!!!!
Hope your computer will be alright and you'll be back with us soon!
I hate that "being responsible" often means spending less time with people I care about.
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SeirSeein' All the ThingsGetting high off your emotion
My aunt was in the hospital yesterday, still is but she's in stable condition now. Turns out to have been cardiac problems caused by diabetes that no one knew she had. Spent the first part of the day at the hospital and then at home. I've been dealing a lot with SAD lately (Winter Blues) and trying to ween myself off the praxil that I've been taking for it since it's negatively affecting me. Fortunately, I did spend a lot of the day with Stick of Truth, which is an absolutely hilarious game and did a good job at making me laugh.
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I'm not getting internet at home until at least next Wednesday.
I also accidentally gave Amazon the wrong address to ship my sister's and Dad's birthday presents to. I thought the post office would just forward it, so didn't worry, but then I didn't realize they'd use UPS, so when they didn't see me there, they shipped the stuff back to Amazon. ;_; had to show up empty-handed. I also got home for the birthday dinner 2 hrs late because I was running around Auburn and Yarmouth trying to find the presents after work.
Message #17059 Sent By: Oleis Received On: 1/03/2014/17:24
"If it makes you feel better, just checking your artifact list threatens to crash my mudlet."
2 - How many people live here? -_-
My body's inability to maintain a fetus. Losing pregnancy #2 like...the week I realized I was pregnant.
The friend of mine who got pregnant the same time as me before the last miscarriage posting pictures of her adorable 5 month old son. Who would be the same age as mine if I had not lost the pregnancy.
The fact that having three female teenagers and all their assorted drama and insanity is not enough to overwhelm the biological clock tick-tick-ticking in my ear.
Ugh, fuck you body.
Didn't Lin just start posting again recently??
We're in the same boat. I have a 1.25 hour commute each way to one hospital, and I just started at another that's a little closer, but I'm working so many hours that I feel really stressed out. I have almost no time to do anything outside of work. The commute to the new hospital is nice, because it's <5 miles compared to 45 miles, but I also have to move soon. Hopefully the place I'm going to see tomorrow is nice and I'll like it. It will be closer to the hospital I like working at and not too far from the second one in case I decide to stay there.
Hope your computer will be alright and you'll be back with us soon!