MAD 2: MADDEN'S MADDENING.

Vharen

Once spiders get a taste for human flesh, it's all over.

Meyvitch

Iosyne said:

Spoilered for mild language.

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I don't mind spiders in my house, there's plenty of room. I just don't want them on ME. Not a fly, thanks!

Aren

My dad's defibrillator went faulty and started shocking him today when he -wasn't- having a heart attack. He's had 6 before now and this isn't good on him. Now he's in the hospital and will go into surgery to fix it tomorrow..

Arbre

I'm sick.  I have a nasty cold that won't go away and is keeping me awake.  I forgot my antidepressant for a few days.  I had a miniature breakdown complete with me starting to be cruel to Rivas.  I called out of work on my second day back, when I'm actually -needed- and not watching pandas and tomorrow doesn't look to be much better.  Now waiting to see if I go manic from the sudden return to the drugs or just finish off with a full breakdown.

Minarael

The last week of inability to think/function/accomplish things because of humidity and heat. 

I hate how very much heat affects me. 

I'm going to move to Siberia, I think. 

Please come faster, autumn. I miss pumpkins and pretty leaves and crisp breezes and apple cider. 

Moirean

I've been to Siberia. It's cold.

Arbre

When they ban someone in Aetolia, they send them to Siberia.

Ezrax

*Spinesreach.

Valenae

Warning, pissed off and could curse. Likely not safe for work if your co-workers are little ninnies that can't handle words that are commonly spoken in adult day to day life. 

Stabs and I have begun budgeting for bail money and after yesterday, lord I think I'm gonna need it. I'm gonna be straight, here: I hate Redneckville, TN. I don't care for the people I've met here, I don't like the political and social climates, I don't like that I see more advertisements for churches then I do anything else (though fast food is a close second), and I especially dislike that there is very little variety in, well, everything. 

Example: I've heard 'spic', 'nigger', 'faggot' and 'chink' jokes from white/seemingly straight people pretty much anytime I've gone to the supermarket. I heard this guy yesterday something about spics taking jobs and I went off. The thing that pissed me off about this particular situation, though, is the way the people around me acted like this is nothing to be upset about. It IS something to be upset about. 

----> I'd also like to add that Stab's mother keeps calling gay men 'little girls' and lesbian women 'confused' and how she was so glad that Stabs got through his 'little phase' and found a 'nice girl' to be with because she didn't 'want that for her child'. I'm Pansexual. 

Example: No subsidized insurance or insurance of any kind for people who are over the age of 21 but not 60+. My university doesn't carry insurance anymore, and I currently don't have a job which means that if Vermont didn't declare me a resident, I'd be screwed. Unless you're pregnant or married, in that case they'll help you. When I brought this up I felt like I was largely  ridiculed with individualism bs like, 'well, is it the government's fault that you don't have a job to offer you insurance?' which is not the place of a public official to comment seeing as he doesn't know my situation or my date of moving here, nor what work I've put in to finding a goddamn job. 

Example: I went to walmart to go get hummus and NO ONE KNOWS WHAT HUMMUS IS! They tried to direct me toward the toiletry isle! Three employees! Not only that but it was stocked near the grapefruit.  

I'm not properly conveying my frustration, I know, but serenity come my way because I'm about to punch a bitch. 

Arbre

Punch a unicorns is the saddest thing I've ever heard.

Haydyn

Rage at knowing that a friend is hurting but not being able to do a damn thing about it. I try to make plans with him and he pushes me away or "is busy" yet 2 hours later he's lamenting on twitter/FB that he has nothing to do and that life sucks...

I know he's going through some unimaginable pain right now, but I don't know what else to do. Then there's part of me that's wondering if he wants comfort, but just not from me. 

So here's to butting out of people's lives even though it hurts like hell to do so.

Setne

I can never decide which is more discouraging when applying to jobs, the instant-reject emails, meaning that my app wasn't really read, or the complete lack of replies, even when I make a point of calling/going to the job location.

Minarael

Instant-reject emails with complete nonsense in them. "I'm sorry. Your background does not match what we are looking for." When the looking for pretty much reads like my work history and  I have a whole pile of solid recommendations, awards, and similar things to showcase on my resume. 

Are you kidding me?

I am seriously thinking that 3 years out of my primary industry caretaking for my deceased partner has destroyed my job-getting chances. And this aggravates me more than I can possibly explain.

Macavity

I HATE my computer!!!!     I so need a new one but cannot afford it!  ugh

Meyvitch

II hate my computer at work. It'll crash on me, or freeze in the middle of a dispatch call. Are you kidding me!?!?!? The people I can handle, the software makes me so stressed out I got smashed last night on rum. And I rarely drink.

Macavity

truth!!

Sessizlik

Windows live Movie maker stops working every single time I try to save a video. I Think my computer might be old and tired, but I can't trade up to a Young and fresh one.

Damonicus

Sessizlik said:

Windows live Movie maker stops working every single time I try to save a video. I Think my computer might be old and tired, but I can't trade up to a Young and fresh one.

That is the same exact comment I have heard some of my friends say about their significant others.

Lin

Macavity said:

[ @Macavity's huge programming picture ]

I always preferred the notion that if you wanted to learn to program, you just learned logic. Once you understand logic, you can program in any language, it's just a matter of learning syntax.

Ezrax

I've always acquainted it to learning an instrument. Once you get the rudiments of one instrument, the rest are easier. Or like learning a second language. Lin said it perfectly - syntax.

Jasline

Feeling bummed out this morning.

Draiman

While I was unemployed I lost around 20 lbs in a 2-3 month period, dipping below 100 lbs. This was made painfully obvious when my mom showed me a picture of myself she had just taken.

Arbre

My brother's girlfriend's three-year-old decided he didn't want his underwear anymore.  Let me tell you, Spiderman is -lousy- at fighting crime in the septic tank.

Piper

So, I just got back from my first root canal ever. It.. did not go well. Due to complications that included curved canals (it looks like mother nature decided to try to braid them together) and  issues with the gums themselves. I have to undergo further surgery to my mouth before they can apply a crown. Also, I was upgraded from the Motrin 800mg that he was going to give me before we started to a week's worth of percocets.

I am not looking forward to work this week. Nor am I excited about the impending state of my bank account.

Also, I'm in pain.

Nola

I want some chocolate milk.

But I have no milk.

Haydyn

Had my ultrasound on my gallbladder the Friday before last and got the call this past Friday from my doctor... No gallstones (yay!), instead I was told I have "sludge" in my gallbladder so NOW I have an appointment tomorrow morning for a function test which involves dye being injected somewhere into my body (blood, I'm assuming) and I get to lay there for 3 hours. Yay. I wish they'd just take it out before I lose my health insurance because that day is drawing way too near....

Damonicus

@haydyn, if your insurance is about to go out, try looking into what is called Cobra, it is an insurance policy that normally covers after insurance goes out. I've gotten applications for it and so did the gf after she got laid off. Not sure if it helps, but it may be something to at least look into.

Macavity

so yesterday I got a phone call saying that my only niece on my mother's side was in a car accident.  Today I hear that she has a serious concussion that is requiring a few specialists to come in to ICU and see her.  She will make a recovery just going to take time.....she, of course, insisting that she go back to school when it starts up in a week, and also continues to do Cheer Leading when the Drs say she will never be able to do that, because of her back injury which was broken in three places!!  Thankfully the spinal cord is fine and she was actually walking today, which shocks me to be honest. 

And in an attempt to take my mind off of this....I LOVE coding something that was 500 lines of code and just reduced it all down to 8 lines!!  And still does the exact same thing as it did before!

#emotionalrollercoaster

Piper

Flying high on narcotics at work. I'd like to go home since I can't focus and don't know if I can function but... they won't let me. We're too understaffed.

 

*sigh*

Meskhenet

Endings.