My 11 day old daughter, Jessica. I am tired, run down, frustrated and sick of feeling out of my depth.
Sounds like a rage but I say it with a big grin on my face.
I doubt I'll see much of you guys for a while but I'll try to drop in for a laugh and maybe a lesser every so often if I ever find myself with half an hour of free time again.
You strike out at a massive elemental, slashing him with a somber silver-edged halberd, ripping him wide open. You have scored a STAGGERING CRITICAL hit! Damage done: 799, cutting. The final blow proves too much for a massive elemental, who expires, pitifully. You have reached the illustrious level of 99. As the last bit of experience washes over your psyche, you are seized with a panic, suddenly unable to mentally contain the swell of power that comprises the sum total of your long journey to this point. Struggling to maintain control over the burgeoning tide of experience, you feel your body begin to tense and swell as if a larger physical container were the answer. Using your very body as a receptacle, you consciously channel the explosion of mental potence into your physical form. Almost immediately, the changes occur. Your skin tightens and stretches, taking on a grey sheen. You cannot help but scream in agony as your bones elongate and thicken, forcing muscle and tissue to adapt. As your body grows, you sense a void grow deep inside, a hollowness caused by and part of your sudden transformation. The gnawing emptiness has changed you profoundly, and you quickly recognize that only Divine essence might have any hope of filling it and making you whole once again. Without understanding how you know, you are aware that you are now Tekal, a hollow one.
Although it's a little annoying, I love that my house is an utter mess right now and that I've barely had time to be online. Went and got materials for curtains and my brother-in-law came over to help us start drilling holes to run a bunch of cat6 cables. Got the wrong HDMI bayluns, but I'll get them swapped out. In a week or two, house will look much neater and far less cables every-freaking-where. Be glad to have my gaming partner sitting next to me again. Good times!
Went over to my friend's house for friend's b-day. Wound up sadistically killing an ant colony complete with queen and larvae when discovering them crawling out of the log we used as main piece of bonfire. Lyle used lighter fluid on it once we found the larvae, the better to cook them with.
I should feel bad, but I thought it was funny at the time.
"Little pig, little pig, let me in, let me in. You look tasty and smell like bacon." *LICKLICKLICK*
Today I was dubbed "Hero of the week" by the staff. The reason - Saving the life of a panicking student who was shocked at the beach. I even got a diploma for it.
@Auresae, @Exayne, @Ishin, @Melantha : For being instrumental in Gwenith finally... FINALLY being able to get over her psychological blocks and ascend to Yeleni!
This started as a rage, but it's going to end up in a love.
I can't control any of that and it makes me sad, but I had a sudden, beautiful, and brilliant notion. I hand-sew a lot. Embroidery, dolls, little random things, etc. I am going to make a Mariena-doll to show you all. If you guys are interested, and to help my very sad finances right now (I seriously am broke as fuck), I want to make Aetolia-dolls, all hand-sewn, including clothes, jewelry and etc. Hopeully I will have the Mariena example done today to post up.
Even if this doesn't go anywhere, I will have something to occupy my time and my best work comes out of angsty periods of my life. So, there is that!
Sort of a love hate, but I'm in NC for a couple of months. Back to bbq and good food. Could do without the heat, considering I'll be running around with stupid shit on for most of it.
Hit me up if you're close, the potential for lunch or something is definitely there. It'd have to be a weekend, I train monday-friday.
Sort of a love hate, but I'm in NC for a couple of months. Back to bbq and good food. Could do without the heat, considering I'll be running around with stupid shit on for most of it.
Hit me up if you're close, the potential for lunch or something is definitely there. It'd have to be a weekend, I train monday-friday.
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I am tired, run down, frustrated and sick of feeling out of my depth.
Sounds like a rage but I say it with a big grin on my face.
I doubt I'll see much of you guys for a while but I'll try to drop in for a laugh and maybe a lesser every so often if I ever find myself with half an hour of free time again.
Nice name choice. :P
Abhorash says, "Ve'kahi has proved that even bastards can earn their place."
halberd, ripping him wide open.
You have scored a STAGGERING CRITICAL hit!
Damage done: 799, cutting.
The final blow proves too much for a massive elemental, who expires, pitifully.
You have reached the illustrious level of 99.
As the last bit of experience washes over your psyche, you are seized with a
panic, suddenly unable to mentally contain the swell of power that comprises the
sum total of your long journey to this point. Struggling to maintain control
over the burgeoning tide of experience, you feel your body begin to tense and
swell as if a larger physical container were the answer. Using your very body as
a receptacle, you consciously channel the explosion of mental potence into your
physical form. Almost immediately, the changes occur. Your skin tightens and
stretches, taking on a grey sheen. You cannot help but scream in agony as your
bones elongate and thicken, forcing muscle and tissue to adapt. As your body
grows, you sense a void grow deep inside, a hollowness caused by and part of
your sudden transformation. The gnawing emptiness has changed you profoundly,
and you quickly recognize that only Divine essence might have any hope of
filling it and making you whole once again. Without understanding how you know,
you are aware that you are now Tekal, a hollow one.
I should feel bad, but I thought it was funny at the time.
Hnngh this SHOW is so damn GOOD
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I can't control any of that and it makes me sad, but I had a sudden, beautiful, and brilliant notion. I hand-sew a lot. Embroidery, dolls, little random things, etc. I am going to make a Mariena-doll to show you all. If you guys are interested, and to help my very sad finances right now (I seriously am broke as fuck), I want to make Aetolia-dolls, all hand-sewn, including clothes, jewelry and etc. Hopeully I will have the Mariena example done today to post up.
Even if this doesn't go anywhere, I will have something to occupy my time and my best work comes out of angsty periods of my life. So, there is that!
Hit me up if you're close, the potential for lunch or something is definitely there. It'd have to be a weekend, I train monday-friday.