Bit of a weird love, but I want to express my love towards my pupper, Albie. He was viciously attacked on Monday by another dog that was set on trying to kill him whilst he was swimming in the river. I've never experienced terror like it. I had to wade into the river to fight this other dog off him as it had jawlocked his chest (as you can see from the picture).
The love comes into play because despite how horrendously he was attacked, he's still as loving and friendly as ever. Even at the vets he was wagging his tail and welcoming other dogs. He's not retreated into himself or lost his soft nature.
Not really sure where to put this, but here is fine.
For anyone that has attempted to interact with me since... June-ish, I apologize. I've not really been in the emotional or mental mindset to do much of anything. My biological father contacted me for the very first time and it's been a rollercoaster of emotions since then. We slowly got to know each other through Facebook messages, then texts and phone calls. I discovered that my biological mother, whom I haven't had a relationship with in the last twelve years due to her selfishness and immaturity, kept him away from me when I was younger because he didn't want her. I was guarded at first and didn't let him get too close, but I eventually let my guard down and I drove down last Saturday to meet him and my older brother for the first time. It was great and I'm really glad I finally decided to do that.
My brother called me Tuesday and said that our father had a heart attack and the doctors weren't sure if he'd pull through. He coded and it took them about an hour to get him stable, but he was on life support while they were attempting to figure out how much brain activity he still had. My brother had to make the decision yesterday to go ahead and pull the plug and our father passed away ten minutes later. I'm thankful for the time I had with him and the opportunity I had to meet him. I am thankful for my amazing support system of friends I have made in Aetolia that have been with me every step of the way for their understanding of my aloofness the last year. Hug your loved ones and don't hold onto anger for too long.
Not really sure where to put this, but here is fine.
For anyone that has attempted to interact with me since... June-ish, I apologize. I've not really been in the emotional or mental mindset to do much of anything. My biological father contacted me for the very first time and it's been a rollercoaster of emotions since then. We slowly got to know each other through Facebook messages, then texts and phone calls. I discovered that my biological mother, whom I haven't had a relationship with in the last twelve years due to her selfishness and immaturity, kept him away from me when I was younger because he didn't want her. I was guarded at first and didn't let him get too close, but I eventually let my guard down and I drove down last Saturday to meet him and my older brother for the first time. It was great and I'm really glad I finally decided to do that.
My brother called me Tuesday and said that our father had a heart attack and the doctors weren't sure if he'd pull through. He coded and it took them about an hour to get him stable, but he was on life support while they were attempting to figure out how much brain activity he still had. My brother had to make the decision yesterday to go ahead and pull the plug and our father passed away ten minutes later. I'm thankful for the time I had with him and the opportunity I had to meet him. I am thankful for my amazing support system of friends I have made in Aetolia that have been with me every step of the way for their understanding of my aloofness the last year. Hug your loved ones and don't hold onto anger for too long.
It's lovely that you were able to spend some time with him before that. How bittersweet. Take care of yourself.
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I love people coming through after veritable disasters. There are many things I don't love about some recent IG events, but the people who got us through are all LOVE material.
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My mom and I stopped by a store to get some groceries today. We were gone for 20 minutes and when we got out, our electric bikes were gone. Stolen. I called the cops to report it (they didn't send anyone out, cause, you know, it's just bikes), when we saw two security guards walking by. Mom went over to them and started explaining what happened. I talked the the bakers in the pizzeria just by where the bikes were stolen, who said that they saw two younglings walk off with two bikes, so we got a general direction. When I got back out, one of the guards were over by a house and when he returned, he said a person had said they saw two teenagers with two bikes and that they put them in the bike stands outside her apartment complex. The guards and I went over there and we found the bikes!
Plot twist that I learned later this evening. The one who told the guards about the bikes being in the bike stands... that's one of my best friends sister! Gonna go give her a bouquet of flowers and some chocolate tomorrow. She saved our bikes. So lots of love to the security guards, the pizza bakers and my friend's sister for all the help! And for my sister, who came to check up on us and help us with groceries as soon as she heard what happened.
Someone doubled the payouts for vermin and they actually pay alright now and isn't a total waste of time; it's made vermin-related milestones at least feel worth it! This was a silent change, so idk who or why this happened, but thank you!
Someone doubled the payouts for vermin and they actually pay alright now and isn't a total waste of time; it's made vermin-related milestones at least feel worth it! This was a silent change, so idk who or why this happened, but thank you!
Tahm got his first real roleplay experience today, and despite getting circles ran around me in the fancy emotes department, it was an absolute blast.
One thing I have learned is never compare your emotes to another's. Everyone writes differently and people are very critical of themselves. Just do the best you can. I think I'm unicorns at writing but it seems most people enjoy so... hey, that's what matters.
Yeah listen to @Ayastia, @Tahm. People also tend to be self-critical while glorifying other people. For some dumb reason, @Aolin seems to think my 7th-grade-reading-level emotes are extremely good, while she's incredibly critical of her own extremely good writing. She's objectively wrong, my emotes are clearly dumb, but it just goes to show you how thinking "I'm a bad writer/emoter/RPer" is extremely prevalent.
My general advice overall is "react how your character would react in the setting, based on what your partners are doing, and what other things are happening." If you're doing that, you're always roleplaying well, period. Doesn't matter if you're using basic says and premotes. If you're reacting authentically, that's roleplay. It's also vital because a lot of us don't know our characters until they do/say something specific in a moment. Pre-planning character motivations is all well and good, but you should be ready to abandon those at a moment's notice should something else feel more organic/natural. Some more good advice is to try and remain a little wedged from your character if possible, and remind yourself that things that happen to them aren't happening to you. Sounds basic, but I've found that it's a frequently-forgotten fundamental that all of us could probably use a refresher course on.
Lol. I agree Tetchta. I sit there and wonder why @Teotl wastes time with me because their writing is so much superior and them they say stupid stuff like 'I like your writing!' Some people...
Tahm got his first real roleplay experience today, and despite getting circles ran around me in the fancy emotes department, it was an absolute blast. </p>
Don't worry, even we godly types sometimes suffer from bouts of anxiety while emoting.
I mean, we're obviously wrong, because we're gods, but still.
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A general love to the community at large. Today has been a wild ride, but god it's exhilarating to see QW poppin' and have such big turnout for group combat, and a lot of people seem like they're in revitalized spirits. I'm glad for it.
Edit: Oh and a massive love to the admin team and godspeed! You have your work cut out, but we're all excited.
[LEVEL UP]: You have reached the illustrious level of Tsol'aa. You have gained 2 enhancement point! You have obtained the HAVENS ability! [Milestones]: You have completed credit milestone #26: Obtain a new ability in Hunting! As the last bit of experience washes over your psyche, you are seized with a panic, suddenly unable to mentally contain the swell of power that comprises the sum total of your long journey to this point. Struggling to maintain control over the burgeoning tide of experience, you feel your body begin to tense and swell as if a larger physical container were the answer. Using your very body as a receptacle, you consciously channel the explosion of mental potence into your physical form. Almost immediately, the changes occur. Your skin tightens and stretches, taking on a grey sheen. You cannot help but scream in agony as your bones elongate and thicken, forcing muscle and tissue to adapt. As your body grows, you sense a void grow deep inside, a hollowness caused by and part of your sudden transformation. The gnawing emptiness has changed you profoundly, and you quickly recognize that only Divine essence might have any hope of filling it and making you whole once again. Without understanding how you know, you are aware that you are now Tekal, a hollow one. An agonized scream startles all into a brief hushed silence as Tahm finally transcends the mortal body, assuming the hollow form of a Tekal.
+ GENERAL INFORMATION ------+------------------------------------------------+ | You are 18 years old. | | You were born on the 7th of Khepary, 478 MA. | | You hold no class. | | You do not meet the requirements to become a mentor. | +----------------------------------------------------------------------------+
I feel like a Metapod that hit l100 by only using Harden.
Okay, so I understand the globes take a little of the magic out of it now, but I only used two the whole run - and there's apparently another 100 levels to go, so....
[LEVEL UP]: You have reached the illustrious level of Tekal Lord. You have gained 1 enhancement points! You have received 25 Bound Credits! You have obtained the INSTILL ability!
I love the increased activity lately on Aetolia and all the new things it has lead to that I've never seen before. I also love that I get to host a stream for this game every week. Also love that life will be getting back to normal for me soon once this job at the DMV gets started. Things all around have been looking bright lately. Just outstanding to see.
Childhood's over the moment you know you're gonna die.
For those of you who have waited around for me while I re-oriented my brain to life again you are a huge blessing. The last year during covid was rough for me and things IG impacted me harder than if I had been in my "right mindset." For those of you who who checked in on me just to see what I was up to: I see you. For those of you who continue to and those I talk to every day: I love you.
I am on a journey of discovery with my career path and the last two days during a leadership summit has made me really sit down and think about what I want for the future and I am extremely blessed and lucky to be able to take part in something that empowers women to stand up for themselves in the workplace after I was complacent for too long.
To those who continue to RP with me and who take that step to RP with the "other" tether: you are brave and I see you. Part of my switching was to foster a more healthy RP environment cross-tether and now that I am loving life, I am in a good space to do that.
This is way long.
But I do love the Aetolian community and I see the difference in the way you all have begun to interact and talk with each other and I think its amazing.
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It's been kind of a rough 2021 for me, and I definitely took the summer off from the game to take care of myself, but I am very happy to see some very positive and big changes happening around here and that's super exciting.
Belated welcome to our new producer, I'm so glad you're here!
To semi echo the sentiment above, the last 18 months has been tumultuous at the least. As most of you know, I work in the events industry here in the UK - primarily as a singer and primarily at weddings - and Covid did a real number on that when it hit. Things have been really busy over the last month as we play catchup with all the cancelled events that rearranged alongside the stuff that was already in the diary!
However, this morning I got an email from the national wedding awards telling me that I'd been shortlisted as a finalist in my category. I do normally get nominated because it only takes a couple of happy clients to put my name forward. I'm usually more than content with that as it's very flattering that I seem to have left a positive lasting impact on those clients. However, to be a finalist, it means that a lot of people have taken the time to put my name forward and vote for me with zero prompting.
It gives me an enormous sense of satisfaction and pride that the work I do has made enough of a positive impression on the people I've worked for to have reached this point and win or lose, at the end of it, just knowing that is reward enough!
I love my new miniature exercise bike. I've only had it for three days and been using it 30 minutes a day. Being extremely overweight, this, along with walking, is a big step towards a better me. Now I just need to keep up with the longer weekend walks, 30mins daily on the bike and eating all my veggies and I might actually be able to make a change in my life!
I love that I had a silly argument with a small child about whether berries are actually just pink and purple beans. I was clearly arguing that they were beans. They let me 'convince' them in a very condescending manner. It was wonderful. ALSO. I did so much laundry. I am actually a super hero.
Thank you to everyone who supported me on the grind to 200. I had been chipping away at it at my own pace but the last couple of weeks where I was bashing for 16 hours a day have been particularly hard and the support in whatever form it took, whether it was with knives, chocolates, chatting, or just listening to me gripe about the grind really, really helped. There are too many of you to list, but I really do appreciate you all.
When I came back in January 2020 after being gone for a decade, I mostly came back because of fond memories surrounding RP with individuals, and of the setting of Aetolia itself. I'm gonna skip over Tiur-era gripes here, but a tl;dr is that, once the shine wore off, I did find myself disappointed that nothing seemed to be happening. I was really happy to see a turnover in leadership, because I was like "okay, here we go, at least something that will compare to my memories of what Aetolia was back in the day."
I was totally unprepared for the level of polish, sophistication, intrigue, and quality Ictinus was capable of bringing to Aetolia. The game is totally unrecognizable to me with all these events. Never, once, ever, do I recall events, ongoings, and developments being so tightly packed that I actually had to choose to miss some of them (otherwise I'd be online 70 hours each week.) There's so much going on, and it's all so utterly fascinating that I'm kinda in awe. In my heart, I knew that MUDs could deliver entertaining stories on this level, but I never thought I'd actually see it happen.
This love is for Aetolia 2022, one of the most genuinely entertaining experiences I've had with this, or any, MUD. I'm sure the content flow will have lapses where it's not this jam-packed, but never in my wildest imagination did I expect to live in a world where events came in chapters, with each one starting and concluding in a week. I'm utterly blown away by what Ictinus, and by extention, every Celani and Producer (Raz & K) are doing upstairs right now.
Thanks to you guys, Aetolia isn't living up to my nostalgia. It's surpassing it.
Not really gonna go into too much detail here, but I just wanted to say I appreciate the outpouring of support I've received today from both friends and strangers. I wasn't really expecting to wake up to the news that the past 2 years I've spent getting to know this other person, who was someone I'd come to have feelings for OOCly, was fully built on just lie after lie after lie. I'm embarrassed and mortified that I either didn't see or didn't want to see the warning signs earlier of what was clearly manipulative, deceptive and destructive behavior not only towards myself, but to our mutual friends and the playerbase as a whole.
Again, thank you. It means a lot to be surrounded by people who care, and I should strive to act the same in return.
The positivity in the official Discord is almost too much. Multiple people literally going out of their way to prop you up, compliment your RP, or even make silly memes that show they care and that they notice you.
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Bit of a weird love, but I want to express my love towards my pupper, Albie. He was viciously attacked on Monday by another dog that was set on trying to kill him whilst he was swimming in the river. I've never experienced terror like it. I had to wade into the river to fight this other dog off him as it had jawlocked his chest (as you can see from the picture).
The love comes into play because despite how horrendously he was attacked, he's still as loving and friendly as ever. Even at the vets he was wagging his tail and welcoming other dogs. He's not retreated into himself or lost his soft nature.
For anyone that has attempted to interact with me since... June-ish, I apologize. I've not really been in the emotional or mental mindset to do much of anything. My biological father contacted me for the very first time and it's been a rollercoaster of emotions since then. We slowly got to know each other through Facebook messages, then texts and phone calls. I discovered that my biological mother, whom I haven't had a relationship with in the last twelve years due to her selfishness and immaturity, kept him away from me when I was younger because he didn't want her. I was guarded at first and didn't let him get too close, but I eventually let my guard down and I drove down last Saturday to meet him and my older brother for the first time. It was great and I'm really glad I finally decided to do that.
My brother called me Tuesday and said that our father had a heart attack and the doctors weren't sure if he'd pull through. He coded and it took them about an hour to get him stable, but he was on life support while they were attempting to figure out how much brain activity he still had. My brother had to make the decision yesterday to go ahead and pull the plug and our father passed away ten minutes later. I'm thankful for the time I had with him and the opportunity I had to meet him. I am thankful for my amazing support system of friends I have made in Aetolia that have been with me every step of the way for their understanding of my aloofness the last year. Hug your loved ones and don't hold onto anger for too long.
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Experience Gained: 47720 (Special) [total: 2933660]
Needed for LVL: 122.00775356245
I talked the the bakers in the pizzeria just by where the bikes were stolen, who said that they saw two younglings walk off with two bikes, so we got a general direction. When I got back out, one of the guards were over by a house and when he returned, he said a person had said they saw two teenagers with two bikes and that they put them in the bike stands outside her apartment complex. The guards and I went over there and we found the bikes!
Plot twist that I learned later this evening. The one who told the guards about the bikes being in the bike stands... that's one of my best friends sister! Gonna go give her a bouquet of flowers and some chocolate tomorrow. She saved our bikes.
So lots of love to the security guards, the pizza bakers and my friend's sister for all the help! And for my sister, who came to check up on us and help us with groceries as soon as she heard what happened.
My general advice overall is "react how your character would react in the setting, based on what your partners are doing, and what other things are happening." If you're doing that, you're always roleplaying well, period. Doesn't matter if you're using basic says and premotes. If you're reacting authentically, that's roleplay. It's also vital because a lot of us don't know our characters until they do/say something specific in a moment. Pre-planning character motivations is all well and good, but you should be ready to abandon those at a moment's notice should something else feel more organic/natural. Some more good advice is to try and remain a little wedged from your character if possible, and remind yourself that things that happen to them aren't happening to you. Sounds basic, but I've found that it's a frequently-forgotten fundamental that all of us could probably use a refresher course on.
I mean, we're obviously wrong, because we're gods, but still.
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Act as you would wish to be treated.
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Edit: Oh and a massive love to the admin team and godspeed! You have your work cut out, but we're all excited.
You have gained 2 enhancement point!
You have obtained the HAVENS ability!
[Milestones]: You have completed credit milestone #26: Obtain a new ability in Hunting!
As the last bit of experience washes over your psyche, you are seized with a panic, suddenly unable
to mentally contain the swell of power that comprises the sum total of your long journey to this
point. Struggling to maintain control over the burgeoning tide of experience, you feel your body
begin to tense and swell as if a larger physical container were the answer. Using your very body as
a receptacle, you consciously channel the explosion of mental potence into your physical form.
Almost immediately, the changes occur. Your skin tightens and stretches, taking on a grey sheen. You
cannot help but scream in agony as your bones elongate and thicken, forcing muscle and tissue to
adapt. As your body grows, you sense a void grow deep inside, a hollowness caused by and part of
your sudden transformation. The gnawing emptiness has changed you profoundly, and you quickly
recognize that only Divine essence might have any hope of filling it and making you whole once
again. Without understanding how you know, you are aware that you are now Tekal, a hollow one.
An agonized scream startles all into a brief hushed silence as Tahm finally transcends the mortal
body, assuming the hollow form of a Tekal.
| You are 18 years old. |
| You were born on the 7th of Khepary, 478 MA. |
| You hold no class. |
| You do not meet the requirements to become a mentor. |
+----------------------------------------------------------------------------+
I feel like a Metapod that hit l100 by only using Harden.
And I'm on my way to the elite four.
You have gained 1 enhancement points!
You have received 25 Bound Credits!
You have obtained the INSTILL ability!
I am on a journey of discovery with my career path and the last two days during a leadership summit has made me really sit down and think about what I want for the future and I am extremely blessed and lucky to be able to take part in something that empowers women to stand up for themselves in the workplace after I was complacent for too long.
To those who continue to RP with me and who take that step to RP with the "other" tether: you are brave and I see you. Part of my switching was to foster a more healthy RP environment cross-tether and now that I am loving life, I am in a good space to do that.
This is way long.
But I do love the Aetolian community and I see the difference in the way you all have begun to interact and talk with each other and I think its amazing.
@Haven @Drystin @Iesid @Rhine @Ayastia @Marin @Stine @Moxie @Validan @Seurimas @Feirenz @Aloli @Raynia @among so many more
Belated welcome to our new producer, I'm so glad you're here!
However, this morning I got an email from the national wedding awards telling me that I'd been shortlisted as a finalist in my category. I do normally get nominated because it only takes a couple of happy clients to put my name forward. I'm usually more than content with that as it's very flattering that I seem to have left a positive lasting impact on those clients. However, to be a finalist, it means that a lot of people have taken the time to put my name forward and vote for me with zero prompting.
It gives me an enormous sense of satisfaction and pride that the work I do has made enough of a positive impression on the people I've worked for to have reached this point and win or lose, at the end of it, just knowing that is reward enough!
ALSO.
I did so much laundry. I am actually a super hero.
I was totally unprepared for the level of polish, sophistication, intrigue, and quality Ictinus was capable of bringing to Aetolia. The game is totally unrecognizable to me with all these events. Never, once, ever, do I recall events, ongoings, and developments being so tightly packed that I actually had to choose to miss some of them (otherwise I'd be online 70 hours each week.) There's so much going on, and it's all so utterly fascinating that I'm kinda in awe. In my heart, I knew that MUDs could deliver entertaining stories on this level, but I never thought I'd actually see it happen.
This love is for Aetolia 2022, one of the most genuinely entertaining experiences I've had with this, or any, MUD. I'm sure the content flow will have lapses where it's not this jam-packed, but never in my wildest imagination did I expect to live in a world where events came in chapters, with each one starting and concluding in a week. I'm utterly blown away by what Ictinus, and by extention, every Celani and Producer (Raz & K) are doing upstairs right now.
Thanks to you guys, Aetolia isn't living up to my nostalgia. It's surpassing it.
Again, thank you. It means a lot to be surrounded by people who care, and I should strive to act the same in return.
Tell me how I'm doing!
Nipsy might start liking Lexadhra....thanks boo.